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Don't Be Scared (1982)

by Daniel Johnston

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1.
Going Down 02:58
I think of all the times I felt so low Every time I got feeling better I got naive And thought that it would stay Going down Going down Going down again Feeling small, very small All, all the time Been feeling like this Since junior high When will it all stop Going down Going down Going down again Think that I once had it all [-a-ha-hall ] There's a man in me I'm gonna destroy And he will be no more He'll be dead and I'll be free I'll unlock that door Going down Going down Going down again
2.
People see you on the street And kindly ask you, "Who are you seeing, now" You turn so ashamed Lost without a dame Everybody says you gotta have a girl Everybody says you gotta get a girl And give her your name Lost without a dame I've been lost since I lost you Tell me, are you feeling the same way, too? Or is this just a game? Lost without a dame Yeah...woooh!!!!! Let's hear about the girls in my life You know, my mama, she treated me mean But that's not the same Lost without a dame
3.
Harley Man 02:00
There was this drunk up at the split rail in that bar And he was staggerin' all around real skinny guy And he was yellin', shootin' pool And he said "I'm a Harley man And I'll be a Harley man 'till the day I die." "I'm a Harley man and I'll be a Harley man Till the day I die" he said "I'm a Harley man and I'll be a Harley man Till the day I die," he said Till the day he dies He drank lots of beer And he wanted everyone to know that he wasn't a queer "I'm a Harley man and I'll be a Harley man Till the day I die," he said Till the day he dies He was hardly a man Though hardly a man at all But he sure like his Harley You'd see him staggerin' around Staggerin' around up at the mall Happy as can be You see he was never really sober enough To feel the pain of being an asshole "I'm a Harley man and I'll be a Harley man Till the day I die." "I'm a Harley man and I'll be a Harley man Till the day I die," he said Till the day he died
4.
[Dale] Hi this Dale, I'm excited, this is live on the stage! Haha! [Daniel] Say somethin' more! [Dale] Somethin' more! [Unknown] Hello? [Daniel] Hello, is Bently there? [Unknown] No, he isn't [Daniel] He isn't? Um, do you know when he'll be home? [Unknown] No, I have no Idea [Daniel] Ok, Thanks a lot [Unknown] Bye-bye [Daniel] Bye-bye What song is it you wanna hear?
5.
Walkin' my baby underneath a tree Everything seems real to me And the evening stars do shine I'm holding her by the palm of her hand She seems to understand And the evening stars do shine You've been kind to me and I won't forget Kinder than anybody's been to me yet Ohhhhh ohhh Wandering around now, nobody told me I figured it out for myself And the evening stars do shine I was thinking just the other day My, how things have changed since you've been mine Oh oh ooh You've been kind to me and I won't forget Kinder than anybody's been to me yet Ohhhhh ohhh
6.
It's a cold hard world, It's a cold hard world It's a cold hard world, oh no I heard Red Donley say, It was on the news today It's a cold hard world, It's a cold hard world It's hiking across the country, looking for a bite to eat You'd be surprised at the angles and the people you'd meet Rolling down that highway with eyes fixed straight ahead They have a caravan of cars to bury the dead And coke cans and pop bottles lined the streets like flowers instead And this guy gave me a ride, I said this industrial waste sure stinks He said he likes that smell 'cause that's the smell of money I said "well, mister money stinks, too." It's a cold hard world, It's a cold hard world It's a cold hard world, oh no *flips page* I met a fireman, he said you never forget burning flesh And the librarian said do you have a card here? I said I've been coming here for weeks, don't you recognize me by now? I checked out a million books just to get you to notice me It's a cold hard world, It's a cold hard world It's a cold hard world, oh no Somebody's house burned down, somebody's hubcap fell off Somebody's soul got lost, somebody's heart got broke I heard Red Donley say, it was on the news today It's a cold hard world, it's a cold hard world
7.
I had a dream about you You were the queen of quite a few And I was there, but you didn't care I didn't matter somehow The band played and you sang a tune And the stars fell down from the moon And you smiled a smile that parted the sea But you didn't notice me, no Your eyes filled up the sky and they were blue And you had a weird monkey there with you too And he danced a jig and tipped his hat And he turned around with a grin so fat And he was me There were lights and fireworks and cannons going off in your honor And I was worried but a man said "Don't worry, nothing can harm her" And I grabbed the microphone and I stood all alone And I looked up at you, and you looked down at me And then you said "Off with his head" I had a dream about you
8.
I don't know It's like when you go to read your own poetry, you get all choked up Listen up and I'll tell a story About an artist growing old Some would try for fame and glory Others aren't so bold Everyone, and friends and family Saying, “Hey! Get a job!” “Why do you only do that only? Why are you so odd? We don't really like what you do We don't think anyone ever will It's a problem that you have And this problem's made you ill.” Listen up and I'll tell a story About an artist growing old Some would try for fame and glory Others aren't so bold The artist walks alone Someone says behind his back “He's got his gall to call himself that! He doesn't even know where he's at!” The artist walks among the flowers Appreciating the sun He does this all his waking hours But is it really so wrong? They sit in front of their TVs Saying, “Hey! This is fun!” And they laugh at the artist Saying, “He doesn't know how to have fun.” The best things in life are truly free Singing birds and laughing bees “You've got me wrong”, says he “The sun don't shine in your TV” Listen up and I'll tell a story About an artist growing old Some would try for fame and glory Others aren't so bold Everyone, and friends and family Saying, “Hey! Get a job!” “Why do you only do that only? Why are you so odd? We don't really like what you do We don't think anyone ever will It's a problem that you have And this problem's made you ill.” Listen up and I'll tell a story About an artist growing old Some would try for fame and glory Others just like to watch the world
9.
Blue clouds twisted into a funnel Somewhere far off the thunder roaring And the fortune teller has fixed her sleepy eyes on my child Sometimes I climb high up a tree To let the wind blow in my face Sometimes I leave my cares lying in piles Somewhat disturbing is the sound of birds singing When you know you don't deserve it You are not here today And I feel just like an empty eggshell, and My yoke is heavy My yoke is heavy My voice is a little horse Galloping lost through the woods Calling your name It's new to me But just the same The earth is an old canvas Painted over many times The poet rambles The world it scrambles But who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men Your shadow knows It's right behind you all the way Your shadow knows where you've been Somewhat disturbing is the sound of birds singing When you know you don't deserve it You are not here today And I feel just like an empty eggshell, and My yoke is heavy My yoke is heavy Sacred is the smile That opened up my mind That may at last please save me And rid my cold, cold heart Of the dark deep gloom That took up so much room In my many spacious memories And many are the times I thought and rethought The thoughts you got me thinking Though the sun shines bright upon me now And I am young and kicking My yoke is heavy My yoke is heavy
10.
Stars on Parade, Stars on Parade! There's a story about this kid named Sid And he was born to be wild I save cigarette butts for a monkey In a mountain and I looked around Some kind of friend went out one night Walking in the premarital world the wicked world Don't you ever wear my clothes again Stars on Parade! When I was a little happy Happy, happy, happy You wanted to be somebody But you ain't no fun Bomb bursting in air Gave proof through the night Jail babe don't you know I can't Hoovering comes to mind Somehow describing hoovering becomes Important in a cold hard world It's a very, like a rose, like a rose Like a monkey in a blue bayou Like a complete unknown Like the wild wind blowing in the stars above I'm looking for a nice girl There was this big guy Since I lost my smile And your heart is weary Stars on Parade!
11.
...We've just produced a great big lazy bum! And you have no shame; you like it that way You're an unprofitable servant! What do you contribute? Well, you say 'I don't contribute anything'... well Daniel, we're contributing 10% of our earnings, and we're working hard for our earnings We aren't unprofitable And we're trying to set an example in other things, but Even if you earned money, you won't contribute to God. You just run out and buy a bunch of rubbish And you love it that way You have really important things to do, Dan "But I can't see anything worthwhile or very important at all. I can't see why Dad has to work I'm stuck in my bed all the time, just because I like it. Worry about yourself. I'm not going to be bothered with anybody except my own pleasure. That's what you do. "Thou Shalt Know his purpose". Except you don't have anything to do and you're LAZY. Just LAZY I bet when you have a home of your own, it'll be a big rubbish dump because you don't CARE You're too lazy to pick up and straighten up. You have no pride. You just like your shaggy old ugly self. You go around wearing the dirtiest and torn-up jeans you can get, and then you even go to Church in them. You're proud of it Well, I can tell you one thing, I'm not proud of it. I'm ASHAMED of it. You think you're pretty cool, and you're bringing me lots of sorrow.
12.
I had lost my mind I lost my head for a while, was off my rocker, outta line, outta wack You see, I had this tiny crack in my head That slowly split open and my brain snoozed out, lyin' on the sidewalk and I didn't even know it I had lost my mind Why, I was sitting in the basement when I first realized it was gone Got in my car, rushed right over to the lost and found I said "pardon me, but I seem to have lost my mind." She said "Well, can you identify it, please?" I said "Why sure it's a cute little bugger About yea big, a little warped from the rain" She said "Well then sir, this must be your brain" I said "Thank you ma'am, I'm always losin' that dang thing." I had lost my brain
13.
I'm getting closer to the fact I've turned my back on silly dreams I'm walking down that lonely road And my heavy load I didn't bother to bring it And the sun shines down on me I feel like I deserve it When the sun shines down I'm hiding out where you can't see Behind a wall In the back of the room I'm crawling slowly through the dark And feeling for a punchline And the sun shines down on me I want to feel like I deserve it When the sun shine down I'm walking down that empty road But it ain't empty now Because I'm on it And I'm getting closer to a hope That I can carry and take home with me When the sun shines down on me I feel like I have to earn it When the sun shines down
14.
Loner 04:10
"Hey." "Hey, how you doing?" "Uh, you're that-who was callin' my chick, yeah, that guy?" "What?" "Yup, callin' my chick again I said-" "Your chick? She's your chick, huh?" "...Yeah." "I'm her cousin." "Wha?" "I'm her cousin." "Oh, uh, okay. Okay then, I-uh, sorry man." "Oh that's okay, huh?" "Here she is, then." "Okay." "Alright. Okay, tell him, uh, 'you better watch it'." "Huh?" "You tell that guy he'd better watch it." "Alright. Take care, alright?" "Alright. Okay." "Okay, bye." "Ha-hang on!" I wish I could be as happy as you I wish I could have as much fun as you do I wish I could be your friend but I-I-I'm afraid I wish I had my own way but I rarely do But I wish I had my way with you I'm a loner Ooo-ho, loner Been a loner since high school - oh yeah And a loner ain't no fool - oh yeah I'm a loner Ooo - yeah, eh-eh Be a loner in a crowded room - oh yeah Take me to an ocean, I'll be loner still But I wish I could be your friend I'm a loner Ooo, - ooo I'm a loner in my car - oh yeah Sometimes it gets scary - oh yeah Been a loner since high school - oh yeah And a loner ain't no fool - oh yeah But I wish I could be as happy as you And I wish I could have as much fun as you do I wish I could be your friend but I-I-I'm afraid I'm a loner I'm a loner - ooo~ Lone, lone, lone, lone, lone, lone Lone, lone, lone, lone, lone, lone, lone Oo-ooo~, ooo~, loner, ooo~ I'm a loner
15.
There's a life worth living and it's interesting There's a calm that's real somewhere There's a jungle stream and band that's playing There's a tune worth whistling to Don't be scared You can't see it if you don't believe it It's not the kind of thing you can see It won't help you out if you forget 'Cause it's not the kind of thing you can remember Why must you give yourself a global rating Numbers can mess up everything Don't do that
16.
Lullaby 03:11
Even when the jokes were bad Think of all the fun we had I just got back from church Yee I really like that place Love to see the children run and play Watch the ladies gather round in circles Domestic life Love to see the children run and play There was a storm outside as we drove home The night sky was pure blue I thought about all the different things That happened to all the different people I knew Even when the jokes were bad Think of all the fun we had I worked in an oil refinery I didn't really like it There was this girl there Who acted like she hated me But only because she loved me Even though that wasn't healthy It was kinda nice Even when the jokes were bad Think of all the fun we had She said I was a real loser But at least I'm real And being real Sometimes is a losing game Even when the jokes were bad Think of all the fun we had
17.
I Was Alone 03:43
In a town any town It was raining I was walking down the sidewalk Late one night, alone I had been alone all that evening I was rather tired of feeling this way All of a sudden, I stopped walking Turned around And again I saw that I was alone So, I went on down to the park I ran into the park Thought I heard something behind the bushes But I was alone! So, I walked down the middle of the road The car! The car is coming! It was gone! Again, I was alone So, I walked up the street Down an alley Slipped on some mud I was alone and messy too Down the sidewalk, past my block All the lights were out, and I was alone Walked into my apartment I was alone So, I put in my undies And I was alone Slipped into my bed, alone Went to sleep And I started to dream I was at this big ball, there were millions of people And they were all there and so was I! There was so many people, all of them my friends! Everyone... everyone talking, laughing, joking with me! Oh, I was so... So happy. Oh, I was so happy! And then... then suddenly, I woke up And I was alone
18.
I had a reason I had an excuse My heart was bleeding My head was in the noose What did mother mom say? What did mother mom say? What did mother mom say? What did mother mom say? Mother mom said Mother mom said Mother mom said Mother mom said, don't go Mother mom said My arms were shaking Like a chicken wing coop I had it all spelled out for me In my alphabet soup And those soup cans and pop bottles Dancing in the nude And the nervous radio played forgotten songs That only an orphan could remember And then everything fell apart And then everything came together And there were shoelaces there a million miles long And I was gone What did mother mom say? What did mother mom say? What did mother mom say? Well, what did mother mom say? Mother mom said Mother mom said Mother mom said Mother mom said, don't go Please don't go My bank account just fell through Elma says it happened to her son And now I'm hitting the road Elma says it happened to her son Elma says Elma says Elma says Elma told my mom Elma told my mom Elma told my mom Elma told my mom Elma told my mom, don't go Please don't go Please don't go Please don't go

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Daniel Johnston in the 20th Century — the first comprehensive collection of Daniel Johnston’s influential and revered 20th century discography, available for the very first time in 24bit lossless audio. Featuring Johnston’s first 14 seminal releases stretching from 1980 to 1998, each recording has been remastered from the original source tapes by Kramer (Shimmy-Disc founder and longtime collaborator of Daniel Johnston).

100% of profits go to the Daniel Johnston Estate for the purpose of securing his musical and artistic legacy.

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released July 1, 1982

These recordings were originally released on cassette by Stress Records in Austin, TX.

The audio was sourced courtesy of Jeff Tartakov, Stress founder and Daniel's manager between 1986-1993.

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Daniel Johnston Waller, Texas

An American singer, songwriter, musician, and artist, Daniel Johnston spent 30 or so years exposing his heartrending tales of unrequited love, cosmic mishaps, and existential torment to an ever-growing international cult audience.

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