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Fear Yourself (2003)

by Daniel Johnston

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1.
Now 02:25
-ah If you think your thoughts so rationally Then you might just see it's not so funny Prey tell, the wishing well will get you eventually Beware, what you are is what you're doing there Love is lingering with you on it's mind And it's giving you a moment so kind Believe, your broken heart could heal so dramatically And with a little luck, you could see a better way again real soon As we stare into each other's eyes And each year just goes so fast, and goodbye Look around, what your friends are telling you so free Be gone, it's all over as the sun does set once more If you think that love has a chance with you Maybe hope can shine a light so true Just smile, you can win the victory so sweet And know, it's just another day for you and me And tomorrow – no more sorrow You can all her if you want to There's a new way, why won't you try it? Heaven sent it and you'll believe it now Love can save you now Love can save you now Love can save you now Love can save you now
2.
Tears fall left and right No hope in sight Why can't we syrup For sorrow pancakes so flat Keep it light forever Not realizing my own fate It's great the weight upon me now Nothing for me nowhere But the emptiness I feel Depression has got me down Drilling for the kill It's too late to suffer through God, I'll make you a deal: Just let me smile a while for real And when the evening comes I'll be on the run You were the only one That sure was fun To me it's never been any better And no kind of love has been any greater than you For me, I can tell You shone like a sacred goddess in love Like a psycho hot as the sun Until we meet again, I won't give up It's such a wonder for us our inner quest And so it starts The alligator when you appeared From never forever And you smiled on my poor suffering soul Blessed child, you are my treasure Can't you see, it's all an illusion I love you more than myself I love you more than myself I love you more than myself I love you more than myself I love you more than myself And I wish to see you again And I wish to see you again And I wish to see you again And I wish to see you again And I wish to see you again
3.
Mountain Top 02:03
On top of a mountain top I stood and thought one day I really could see a lot And if I had my way A lazy young sod I was So deep in love those days As if there was nothing was But only love I crave And so I didn't know as much Her loving touch amazed I was so gone with love The alphabet was a haze So alone as she pulls away The funeral truck I cried I gazed the clouds away Like a lost Christmas that day And now I can't seem to cope But only hope some way Just to see her once more And we could be friends like way back when It's as if I'm already dead And in my grave I lay If only her love could save me now And if somehow she'd stay
4.
I was lazy on my lazy way Didn't have much to say Along came a girl like a spider Looking pretty – to be admired As if it would really matter All the world on a silver platter So many think that way these days But I always hope things would turn out okay Forever Love enchanted Forever Love will do it to ya Haunt you like a ghost It really is the most It'll have you charmed Couldn't have known the danger there And everyone was just a stranger Though the Good Book would guide me through I always thought a lot of you I was lost in the discount bin Listening to the tired philosophers Who never quite made it some how Talked to, lied to But still true, still true Forever Love enchanted Forever Love will wash your brain Haunt you like a ghost It really is the most It'll make you craze Though I know I won't resign It was just like Christmas time As the crowd would cheer me on I knew the face of death – smiling back Would you follow me anywhere Are you entertained by deep despair Have you on the edge of your chair? Wondering what loves sorrow got you there? Forever Love enchanted Forever Love is out to get ya Haunt you like a ghost It really is the most It'll have you stung
5.
Must 04:08
Funny how love dwells on your mind When life is treating you kind Leave all your troubles and your worries behind It must be close to Christmas time All my life I have loved you It seems to make sense I guess I claim you You made me obsessed It’s you I love Snow white turtle love So cute it’s you Only you would do I love, I love I walk a mile in my shoes I wouldn’t try to be anybody else You satisfy the need in me Just to see, to be myself You make the sun shine You make the wine sigh I’m on an uphill climb Even though I’m standing in line It’s you I love Snow white turtle dove So cute it’s you Only you would do I love, I love Its funny how love dwells on your mind When life is treating you kind Keep all your troubles, and worries behind It must be close to Christmas time
6.
Fish 03:10
Try aching every care in the world She's only the most beautiful girl The more I think it, the badder it gets I was swimming along when I was caught in her net She's got me singing with a broken heart I keep on messing with my mind torn apart She's only forgotten we've been left in the dust I guess my art didn't help very much Then the superlove got me again Got me dreaming I could almost win I stopped to take a look around with a grin So much turmoil in this crazy town She's got me bloodied from hitting the bricks Is this the way the girlies get their kicks? And now I see as if it makes a difference Everyone in love, hating and hurting each other Always thinking it's near the end And I was hoping she'd be my friend Lost forever, only wishing again Oh, to be alive and free from sin Psycho love in The Twilight Zone Drippy soap opera on the telephone I get so close, but I don't belong Straining to identify with the radio song Then I see her as if in a dream It's so real, I could almost scream She's doing her ritual, the same for any man Just like a movie, it's so deadpan I'm looking for love in the darkness I haven't a chance at false romance Maybe next time I'll whisper something new I'm so ashamed, so unglued I've had enough and she'll never know I feel like staying, but my subconscious says, "Go" Shed a tear like blood on the floor It's only love and nothing more She's got me singing with a broken heart I keep on messing with my mind torn apart She's only forgotten we've been left in the dust I guess my art didn't help very much
7.
Well I saw her last night What a beautiful sight I couldn't believe I had a chance, at sweet romance Then it dawned on me In my reality With the power of love she had over me Thinking like heaven on your mind Then you'll find yourself dreaming in a cloud Don't you know that love will lift you up Drinking from its ever lasting cup As if you had enough When love has fallen like the [???] and snow You'll hear her calling, and away you'll go Where love would lead, you never really know There's no escape from love's twisted fate Just make sure she's risen Just make sure she's risen Love, like a guilty bastard make Like a cake you plaster between The lies and laughter Love, is what everyone is after Love, is a drug that's faster Love, is the one and only master Well I'll make it if I can I'll be her superman Through hoops of fire with all my imagination Then I could plainly see This is my reality With the power of love she had over me You could be a superstar in love Like a million dollars floating in the air Don't you know that will never stop once it starts Coming up love just keeps getting stronger all the time It's the secret of show business, and the cops It's the tops and it's fine to be the most It's great art There's never enough, and it's got to give lots and lots It comes from Heaven above, and it's guaranteed to please It's first rate, and you don't have to beg Just open up your heart and believe And make sure she's risen Just make sure she's risen Love, like a guilty bastard make Like a cake you plaster between The lies and laughter Love, is what everyone is after Love, is a drug that's faster Love, is the one and only master
8.
Wish I see everywhere The love that's there is nowhere Then I do declare No matter what, and forever Where there is always no kind of love And never was no, never Then you might think you see a glory there It's shining there, so frightening Forever your love it turns Your love it turns away Your brother and your sister there Have long since gone away And I see the setting sun Like an atom bomb forever And all the dead people there Who thought they were so clever Forever it seems to have taken What they feared had entertained them And now they'll see themselves in the past As it came before them Forever your love it turns Your love it turns away Your brother and your sister there Have long since gone away And now, one last time Do you believe in the faithless? Do you think that maybe Your heart could stop the hatred? Do you think that love can save you now When it past the hour of repentance? Oh the tears that you shall cry Is over now, class dismissed Forever your love it turns Your love it turns away Your brother and your sister there Have long since gone away
9.
It was love at first sight And when I talked to her It was the beginning of a real good time All I knew was her And when I came around Love had lingered on my mind She said on the telephone She had wished me well I was so alive with a spell Then as I hung up early I've realized I've been dead for so long All my memories of her Like a fading light, I suffer Thinking of our love for so long Back in the early days I saw a lot of her She was the coolest girl in town And when I saw her standing there Everything was all right I took a journey in my mind And as I saw her beauty She was so kind That was a good time Everyday we met it was wild I felt like a child I loved to see her smile And as I played piano I was so inspired I always had a real good time And when last we met I just can't forget I thought for sure I love her bad I just can't ignore Her loving response I always knew she'd be all right She made me think I was okay And the love seemed so real I still got feelings for her And when I'm on tour Singing about her forever I'll remember blessings And the good times we had I really tried to play the game of love And I hate to loose Maybe I can win somehow And so I'll dream of her For a thousand years Until I see another girl That's the way it always was That's the way it always was That's the way it always was
10.
You Hurt Me 04:23
You hurt me And it's breaking my heart Deserted me All the love you just start You hurt me And you know I can feel The pain inside As if I had died What a stinkin' world it was I wished the best for you Only because I love you No matter what you do I love you Even though we're through You hurt me And I don't want to cry I can't hold back The tears from my eyes I just can't live Without you by my side You perverted me From feeling like this Without your love I just don't exist What a pleasure to know In a kiss You're the only one I surely miss Only cuz I love you No matter what you do I love you Even though we're through You hurt me And all of the time I was gladly Falling in love And the way that it was You really saved me From my boredom and pain And you loved me That was the victory But you got married And it hurt me Everything was cool at school Everyone knew we were in love Only because I loved you No matter what you do I love you Even though we're through You hurt me And I don't know what to do The torment that I went through You hurt me And I was squished like a bug My heart has suffered so much for you love Because you hurt me You hurt me What has sex got to do with love? Maybe you can calmly explain Because I love you No matter what you do I love you Even though we're through You hurt me You hurt me And its you that I love You hurt me And its you that I love It's you that I love It's you that I love
11.
Wish 03:25
I'll never be happy, I wish that I would Unless you can love me, if only you could I used to be lonely, knock on wood What do you think of me? It's understood And now I wander all my life just to get by The tears flow like wine And now I find you're so far away And I love you Love you Apart from Jesus, I find new hope I seek salvation in a bar of soap To wash away my sins before I go And make a new day, say 'Hey, I can cope' I've always been lonely, 'Till I met her Making me shine, all the time Her love was mine And I love her Love her If you were just for me, that would be good I'd be really happy, I wish that I could I used to be lonely, knock on wood I wish that you'd love me, I misunderstood I just can't get by, you were a high You were so lovely, I really believed Now you're so far away I still love you Love you
12.
Living it for the moment Are you gonna smile or fall on your face Living it for the moment Are you gonna smile or fall on your face Love has a nasty habit at being on the run When you look your girl in the eyes Be sure to love her best, oh Love is a FREAKOUT! 'most everyone says against the law Love is a weapon most people just get bored You want you wanna wanna be but you're never going home But nobody is untrue She shot the truth She just don't know what to do Gone was the happiness we found And everybody was to blame I loved you all the best I could And I'm really glad I came Love was a witness It was staring all alone And believed what it saw But hand me that guitar Goodbyes in my cruel world You had it call me for so long I'm leavin' but I'll be coming back I'm just to sing it in my famous song Love love love

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Daniel Johnston in the 21st Century. Available for the very first time in 24bit lossless audio, each recording has been remastered from the original source tapes by Kramer (Shimmy-Disc founder and longtime collaborator of Daniel Johnston).

This 2003 album was Produced by Mark Linkous (of Sparklehorse), Daniel's friend and collaborator whose lushly imagined arrangements
cradle Daniel's odes to romance and pain within an emotional wall of sound, providing a uniquely embellished portal into Daniel's songwriting.

Journey alongside Daniel as he struggles to make sense of the unfathomably complex and grandiose nature of Love.

100% of profits go to the Daniel Johnston Estate for the purpose of securing his musical and artistic legacy.

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released February 25, 2003

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Daniel Johnston Waller, Texas

An American singer, songwriter, musician, and artist, Daniel Johnston spent 30 or so years exposing his heartrending tales of unrequited love, cosmic mishaps, and existential torment to an ever-growing international cult audience.

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